Thanks for the memories...

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Yo wassup guys... Alamak lamak gilak tak update blog... Yalah, dah nama keja, semua nak mintak overtime. Overtime sini, overtime sana, sini sana overtime, kadang2 nak makin gila dengan customer complaint2 makanan belum sampai, lama sngat, ni tak da, tu tak da... Agak2 lah weih, makanan jangan ditolak, jangan dipilih. nanti kena tulah kang baru ko tau...

Dengan rasminya, saya telah bertukar status daripada single kepada kapel, yeah!!! Well nampaknya Ms. That-Special-Someone ternyata ialah kawan kepada ex saya sendiri, iaitu Miss Nancy Alra Annenaliese also known as Mdm. Duke... Kwang3... Mula2 semua orang memang surprised giler apabila dengar berita ni, apa lagi masa maok update relationship ngan dia, ttp kan dah nama jodoh! yes ajerlah jawabnya...

But wait. camner ngan Ms. That-Special-Someone tu? Yeah, that Ms? Well, i kinda saying like i've to let go of her... i cant just stay like this, waiting and hoping that someday a miracle might happen, like she's gonna break up with her man and come back to me, and all my wait, patience and effort to regain our relationship would pay off, no... i can't stay like this... i mean how am i gonna move on if i cant stop hoping for her... Yeah, its true what my buddy Steve Burnett quote, "ure still not mature when u still live in ur own hope of regaining a girl who has someone else..." firstly, i said like shit you, Steve! I live my life just for her, and shes all i cared about. And someday, i'll get her if God wants me to do... but when i looked back, how stupid i am wasting my 4 years waiting and stare what would happen... So i'll take Steve's advice seriously, starting to chat with my Ms. That-Special-Someone and consider her as my friend, my crush, my first love, my hated girl, and now as my own friend and my part of the list... (since i dont feel comfortable using ex-girlfriend)...

Last two days, i walked alone from my home to Carmelite Church, Miri and walked slowly... watching the leaves fall down and wondering how it all began at the St Francis Of Assisi Seminary... of how that term 'Grace' has in common with us... and of how we became a couple... of my first time held a girls hand while the song "Beautiful Savior" sung... never knew that all this time, she still loves me, but i was just too stupid, ego and naive to know that. even to accept that reality... but now, i just wanna say, thank you Daphne Donna, my Ms. That-Special-Someone... Thanks for accepting me that 14 February 2008, thanks for letting me held your hand that Praise And Worship during Easter Camp... Thanks for playing such a huge role in shaping who i am, and thanks for the memories that we've been through together... :') But now let it be someone else who take ur place in my heart... But still i'll cherish the memories until the day i'll depart from the world. Cause Daph, i've once think that u had be sended by God for me... XOXOD

#Hopefully Her Partner Share His Love For Her Such The Way I Do...