Its been such a while since I haven't updating my blog.... Well, biasalah, bnyak sngat aktiviti berlaku, and I felt so grateful to God for that... ^^ But that's not i wanna say right now... Skip the intro, shall we?
A Light... A Hope...
Its been a while setelah saya tinggalkan tempat tu, that very special place.... St. Francis of Assisi Seminary... And ironically, time saya mau tinggalkan tempat tu dengan lagu "His Glory Appear" dari Hillsong United tambah lagi dengan hujai renyai2, rasa mau nangis memang ada.... Seriously. That two conditions: 'His Glory Appear' + Hujan renyai2 = *sob2.... But once again, why I eagerly wanna say this?
St Francis of Assisi Seminary, Miri... That place where one of the important events happen at that place... First event that happen at there during 2008, where I meet my first love. The love that could bring back innocent time, that love that seems u could remember over and over again.... And that girl I thought she might be Ms. That-Special-Someone.... well, who knows? Anybody's guess.... And last few days, I went there, and saw that same spot. That spot when we first spoke about 'Grace'... And I can see the reflections of me 5 years younger with her talking to each other... And slowly I went to the outside of the Seminary and I can see my reflection walking with her to Hall... And I didn't realised there's a droplets of rain that suddenly turn heavy. Instantaneously, I ran to the Hall, and saw that stage... That stage where I shared my pieces of stories, and again I saw my own reflections at there... sitting at the edge of the stage, with my long yellow-black sleeve made a sharing... And I still remember when i made my sharing, I stared at her and wonder what her reaction when she realised that... =)
St. Francis of Assisi Seminary... the place when I first saw her, my first love, my might be Miss That-Special-Someone; and also the place when i said my goodbye to her.... The moment when I saw her with her luggage and her humongous Teddy Bear (Teddy Bear lover) going with her family back to where she stayed, and I still remember that I monologue, she might have a huge effect on me... Yeah...
Few days ago, when i headed back to where I started, I felt a sudden whisper inside me... Like "Here you go, Darren! You came back to this Seminary for a reason. Not only because of CYA, but there's something more God wanna show to you. That place u knew so well.... Hope, Darren. HOPE..." And yeah, I do believe there's a hope inside what God has planned for me...
One week passed and I finally passed my CYA leadership camp... And on that last day, i have to go to the Youth Rally Concert, waiting and keep on waiting... And on that moment, I saw her....
I saw my Ms. That-Special-Someone! Yeap, my first love is Daphne Donna, the one that I saw her five years ago, the one that I've been with and yeap, that one girl that I'm hoping so much... The one I've been waiting for so long and the one and only unforgetable by myself; because she's my first love.... So, Daph, if you read this, know that we have something beautiful inside right now that is HOPE.... =) XOXOD
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