Now, as I'm going through my oath of 'No Girlfriend for 3 Months', I was busying myself with tonnes of assignments from my campus. (Well, for that campus part I'll update that one soon enough) And then as I was looking for my earphones at the middle of the mor-night, I stumbled with these notebook from my previous school, right before I continues my studies at my campus. Without any hesitations, I gone through all pages, smiling and sometimes giggling the doodles and nonsense words that I've wrote. But on that few last pages of my notebook, I was kinda shocked to see this particular notes that I've wrote. And then when it mentioned 27 July 2013, I was speechless for a moment and instantaneously knew that I wrote this to someone before... So, here it goes:
50 Confessions Why I Love Her =>
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2. Her smile, mesmerising yet sweet.
3. I love her stare like dang, her stare is like a laser! I can't see her eyes directly. (in short, I can't make an eye contact with her)
4. Trust me, every hairstyle is totally matching with her.
5. I always tell her that I love her each time we ended our conversations.
6. Owh yeah.... Every time I saw her, UNICORNS...
7. She's short, but that's fine. In Physics, what's opposite, attracts each other. Tall and short attracts... :)
8. She's unpredictable.... *laugh
9. She has so many stories to be told everytime...
10. Owh yeah! I love when she screamed excitedly my name whenever we had this looooooooong urgency to hear each other's voice.
11. She always follow up with the latest trends.
12. And by that, she would always commenting my appearance. (Well at least, I have my own sweet fashion critics.)
13. I love that looooooong conversations like two three hours of non-stop talking.
14. I love ( and annoyed as well) when she called her cat using my Bidayuh's name.
15. We both share common interest on animals: CATS!
16. Maroon 5, both of us love it!
17. I'm the drama-king and she's the drama-queen.
18. But unfortunately, her drama-queen skills are much more better than I am...
19. She loves to hear me singing, even through the phone.
20. On 6.45am-7.00am, there's a wake-up-call straight from her.
21. And with that wake-up-call, she always persuading me to wake up and saying good morning.
22. How I love when she said my voice was kinda sexy on early morning... XP (true fact, seriously)
23. She cares for me a lot. Like a lot.
24. She always asked what happened to me whenever she felt that I was somehow depressed, emo, etc...
25. I love her expressions when she's jealous. XP
26. And by that, I always persuade her not to get over-jealous over a small matter.
27. I love how she has her faith on me...
28. And I admire how she able to pull out the string after all of those gossips about us... (salute)
29. I love how she able to spend her times just to have a chat with me.
30. Chat till midnight? Count me in...!
31. I love how she laughed. Well, she laugh, I laugh! XD
32. Everytime we texting each other, it take about less than five minutes to receive the reply.
33. I love when she pronounced good morning, good night and even mor-night. Gosh, her voice is like a music in my head.
34. I love when we're about to tell that same words in the same time. Giggles found us after that.
35. I love when we're having a high-life, riddiciouslous conversations that makes us laugh everytime.
36. Love when I express my frustrations towards her and seems that she's the only girl that knew and understand me the most.
37. Funny when both of us has the exact same model before - Nokia Asha QWERTYUIOP type.
38. I admire when she made a huge sacrifice that she might wanna leave her school and transfer to my previous school with me. Well, although it's a might, but I always admire her determinations.
39. I love when she felt soooooo sad when I'm about to go back to my hostel. Sad emoticons and her persuading voice just......err......... indescribeable.
40. Somehow in some of her status, it's about how she felt towards me.
41. I love when she she said "I frantically fall in love with @IAmDarrenJunior" in one of her tweets.
42. I absolutely love how she held my hand so tenderly, so soft on that 2nd May 2013, that somehow deep inside, I'm bursting in tears with that song 'Cambridge' from Kina Grannis as my background songs.
43. I love when we always going out together at Bintang Megamall, and all workers was like "OMG, it's that couple again..." XD
44. The moment when she shared a song called 'Just A Kiss' by Lady Antebellum and we had a duet on Skype, I felt I'm falling for her over and over again.
45. I always love her perserverance.
46. I remember when both of us asking how it is when we shared our future like any normal couple would do...
47. I love all of her reactions! Kinda childish, yet 'manja-manja'... XD
48. With or without glasses, she still an angel.
49. Deep down of what she didn't wanted me to do, I know for sure she did that for the benefits of me. Because she cared for me, just like any girl would do... :)
50. She had cried for me, not once but more than that. For me, that's the nicest and yet painful thing a girl can do to be, like for God's sake, how many girls could cried so hard, just because she likes, she cares and she loves that guy?
51. With this 50 confessions, for me there's seem so much ore than that. More than 50 reasons why I love you. And it seems indescribeable through words, or even anything. Something that cannot be said through words. And can you imagine this is just only about 6 months since our first met in about 5 years. Wonder if about next 5 years, 10 years or even for the rest of my life. Though we may be separated by situations, I know that someday, we maybe... Not maybe, but shall be meet again. And by that time, forever.
My name is Darren Junior, and this is my 50 Love Confessions to my Miss That-Special-Someone...
27.7.13
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Now, I don't really know whether I really had done this, but this update is the last update of 2013.
bro-fist! XOXOD
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