Hey guys! How fare are you? Hope you're fine, cause I don't! Nah...... Haha... I don't really in the bad mood, but a little exhausted, and a slight part where I don't really take care of health much. Maybe because I'm studying and keep on studying, way tooooooooooooooo hard till I didn't really had time to exercise whatsoever. I even didn't really care of my diet either; as long as it gave me enough fuel to go through one whole day, that's enough for me.... And talking about 'enough', I think I'm way too far from the league. Haha... So, shall we move on to our topic right now? : )
Missing You.....
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Ladies and gentleman; bloggers all,
And yes, I miss Miri; I miss my friends, close and far, old and just met; I miss the food; and I miss my families so dayum much. And what's funny is that the feelings of missing someone has become much and much more stronger, much more, like literally MORE missing them.... Really, there's nothing that could express the feeling of missing them all. But you know what? Beneath the lists of them all, there's also someone that I really miss really much. And guess who? Yeap, it's Miss That-Special-Someone....
"Among the star, beneath the skies; That's where we are...."
And when I take a moment of though, that is where I realised that I really missed her so much. That kind of uncontained, ever-strong miss of someone become something that's really unbearable for everyone. Well, at least me, but you know that, right? That kind of missing someone, undescibe merely by words, and seriously I didn't really know what the heck am I writing, but you get the idea right?
Q : What is your reactions when you saw her after half a year?
Nervous, words lost, and I'm drifted in the fantasies for a moment.... But unicorns and rainbows will colour up the dull, black and white atmosphere! XD
Q : Do you still has a feeling for her?
Yes..... That's it....
Q : What makes you to miss her?
I'll say her smile. No, her eyes and how she gazed me. Nonono.... Her attitude, hmmm, maybe the way she talked. Maybe her appearance. Nah, her feature.... No, her cute expessions, you know what I say? But finally it'll end like this. I don't know why I kept missing her.... Seriously! After all those lists and lists and lists, I could just continue saying why I kept missing her, but the fact is I don't really has an accurate idea why I kept missing her. And to be told the truth, this feelings that I had just kept on going and going. And I'm gonna say like this, I live my days, I go through my days because of this.... This is why. I'm waking up, hoping that I could get a glimpse of her. Hoping that somehow she'll came to my Art History classes like an angel in the midst of mortals and suddenly sat besides me. Or somehow she sent a picture of her into my WeChat, or just a call would suffice.... And when the day almost finished, I always told to myself that there's tomorrow. And that tomorrow, I'm gonna see her once again, not realising that this is the day when I finally met her.
And when she'll say that she do has the same as I do, I'll be the luckiest one... : )
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Aight, so that's it... So Miss That-Special-Someone, if you read this, maybe it solved your questions of why I kept called you, texting you and wechatting you... Because no matter what I said that time, no matter what kind of questions that I asked you that time, the true fact is that I missed you... And five weeks left before my flight to Miri, I hope that amongst the first one that I met after half a year, is YOU.... And I always told you before: "No matter how far we are, on night we're staying under the same sky, where we'll see the same night sky and pointed at the same star..." Trust me on that... : )
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So, that's it.... Hope you enjoy and see ya in the next blog update! Goodnight and see ya!
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