Here we go again.... Another same Friday at Miri, malah the term TGIF also no more... Everyday is the same. Same routine, same clothes, same laptop, and im beginning to make the same mistake over and over again. A dull, harsh life to be endure... But somehow, i find myself using fedora hat, and rather bright-coloured outfits; than using my black hooded jacket. I don't know how, I don't know why... All I know is that this day might not be the same as always. Even when Sebastian invites me to watch Ironman 3 that day, I should be wearing my black hooded jacket because I'm still in the 'Alone' status. Even when that reasons seems to be a little more stupid, but still i have to use that jackets because cinema hall is so damn cold bah. I wonder why... Because when I wanted to use fedora hat for that day, somehow, it seems like something great gonna happen...
10.00 a.m. and Sebastian had waited for me to go out and watch the movies. And the trip take roughly about almost one hour bcause I need to withdraw extra cash, plus we have to pick up Jeremy from his house at Pujut there... And somehow, I keep staring at my phone, updating my status on Facebook. Can't get enough of that? Twitter... Usually, I'm not reacting like this; staring at phone, saying somethings like "emmm.......", plus i don't even put hair wax on my hair before I'm going.... That's really stupid... Gara2 mcm ada sesuatu berlaku, and i don't know what...
Sampai GCS, pergi tempah tiga tiket Ironman 3... *worth RM46.00! Damn that's too much!.... Dan beli popcorn sekali dengan Sprite. Then, 11.30a.m., ttttttrrrrrrrttttttt! Lagu Harlem Shake pulak keluar! Check2 phone sebab lagu tu mmg ringtone setiap kali org mau call bah... Then, she called me.... wot!wot! Call part is one thing, but this one? She said she'll come to Bintang Megamall.... And at that precise moment, I can see unicorns, stars, and rainbows all over GSC Lite, Miri.... XD
Keep your composure, Darren.... Keep your composure. And dang it! I can't maintain it.... Too much excitement, unicorns, rainbows all those.... Can't burst it! Dahlah saya jeles tengok Sebastian dgn Holly, tak tau pulak nasib sy mmg berubah hari ni.... XP
Jumpa kat RAGE, awek baju kelabu, Converse hitam terkial-kial mencari baju Aztec. And I could tell myself that I'm being nervous right now. Even making that eye contact seems so hard at first.... That deadly, laser, elegant, beautiful and yet mysterious eye, and here we go.... My heart skips a beat! My heart skips a beat! Lenka pulak keluar... =3=" LOL!
Well, to be honest, if only saya bawa sekali Handycam hari tu, I will record every moment that time... Too much moments to be cherished! Too much drama's that day... Well, every moment is a drama... And I'm even wondering myself: Am I helping with her Aztec shirt, or just spending my one whole day with her... Remember the moment when I almost felt because of the model dummies at the Diesel area at the Parkson, and simply she held my arm just in case if I would fall like that again. My expression? Plank-faced.... More unicorns and rainbows.... XD I'm officially dead with smile on my face!
Again? Well, I hate the moments when I had to ask for the plastics at Kenny Rogers there... Like seriously, I can't help biting my lips whenever my former co-worker at there: buat mata sepet, grinning as if I'm some sort of whatever they could think off.... And boss? "Bila lagi mau kahwin?" and I say like Sir, kmonlah... 18 and talking about marriage?! Kmonlah.... But then, I found myself asking if I'm married....? And looking at her by my side....... No, Darren. Can't be... No lah... But if God wants it to be? Wargh!!!!!!! >< >< >< XD XD XD.....
*berdarah hidung..... Padah terlampau fikir macam2... =3="
And then, the climax! Tiba2 she held my hand and:
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IM IN TOTAL CLOUD NINE MOOD! Wargh.......!!!!!! Control Darren, control.... And I can't control myself... Nervous all those! She laugh, tambah lagi nervous sy.... Nonononononoononononono.... Am I dreaming? Im not dreaming... THIS IS ALL TOO REAL TO BE THINK IT WAS A DREAM!
Ending? Well, stay tuned for more... Just wanna create some thrill... XD
Less than three:
Darren Junior.... XOXOD
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